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Nobody gave me sin for this
That’s reason why I try both
This is all that’s old, I can see a thousand times of this
I’m thinking
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Somewhere in the hazy depth of the mid-eighties, I’m thinking
mid to late 1984, I was introduced to something that blew my mind
I just moved to a new area of my town, started to hang around with these
group of guys that was scruffy, had long hair
wore mostly black t-shirts and
listened to some almighty racket that I’d never heard before
and completely changed my life from then onwards
This was when I was first properly introduced to the art form
known as metal, heavy metal, whatever you want to call it
and largely through the gateway of I made an ACDC
I was nine at the time, like those other kids around me
I’d start to wear the same combination of jeans and black t-shirts
I would grow my hair to just the length that was acceptable by my school
as part of the uniform and we would hang around and listen to heavy music
and I’ve been a lover of the heaviest side of music for the whole intervening years
Back then, the music you listened to didn’t just reflect your tastes
it defined your culture, it defined the way you dressed, the people you hang around with
to a degree the views that you held, the way that you cut your hair
the way that you presented yourself to the world
it was as much a badge of belonging as it was a reflection on a taste in some particular art form
and that wasn’t just us, it was everyone, that was who you were
at least until you grew up and got a job and had a family and became boring
So around this same time, I started to become aware of a guy called Ozzy
who seemed to be right at the most extreme edge of what I was aware of at that point
along with bands like Wasp and They’re Seeing a Blackie Lawless
there was a nihilistic thread that ran through heavy metal that was apparent everywhere
but was very much typified by Ozzy and Blackie and others, Alice Cooper
that was both a bit scary and completely exciting
and I think probably the first Ozzy Osbourne song that I was aware of and liked was Bark the Moon
off the album of the same name, which remains one of my favourite songs of all time
has one of my favourite guitar solos of all time by the masterful J.K. Lee
I also remember hearing Paranoid by Sabbath around that time
and there generally being a backdrop of Ozzy and Black Sabbath
through those times he was just part of the heavy metal furniture as it were
his influence touched everything and everyone and he was there churning out albums
and each one of them seemed to have its own personality, its own style
and indeed he switched out guitarists quite a lot, not least because they died or got very ill
and we have the tragic story of Brandy Rhodes, his first guitarist on his first solo album
who was a metal prodigy who ultimately died in what can only be described as a light aircraft joyriding incident
which was extremely tragic, anyway Ozzy was there until he wasn’t earlier this week
I suspect he was there for me and people like me at those points
and others were aware of him and his antics
there’s biting heads off bats and generally raising hell, taking too many drugs
recording deliberately controversial music
and so he was notorious back then, he was a bit of an ambassador for our genre
but when he went on he became more of a celebrity in his own right
while still being very much a figurehead for the metal community in the art form
he started to become increasingly a household name
thanks in no small part to his transition from rock and metal icon to reality TV pioneer
he and Sharon and Nick, who were their three kids, largely created the reality TV genre
we know today and paved the way for the Kardashians and countless other clones
and all the while continuing to push boundaries in music with the creation of Ozfest
as a heavy alternative to Lollapalooza which was a huge success
reforming Black Sabbath more recently to much adoration given the amount of respect that his original band had
and let’s be clear, it is generally agreed that Black Sabbath created the heavy metal genre
rather than just being exemplars of it, they were the first band that could be meaningfully assigned that term
so he created one of the largest musical genres there is with Tony Iommi, Giza Butler and Bill Ward
then created a whole new type of TV, he created a new type of touring
and then he came back and did it all again and did it some more and carried on doing it
right up until weeks before he died
it’s a story of rags to riches, it’s a story of constant reinvention
and as much as Ozzy comes across as slightly bumbling and dithery and doddery
and perhaps not very smart
he and Sharon, his wife Sharon, his influence and his decision making
and his constant championing of heavy culture
Bill I’s a much smarter, shrewder guy with his finger really on the pulse
and who really gave a fuck about the people who he knew and the genre that he created
and everything that he did and touched
it’s a story of creativity and it’s a story of constant struggles with tragedy and mental health
and drug addiction and so on
everyone, from way back even as early as the late eighties
people were wondering how he was still going
how he was still functional, how he could still tour, how he could still do that weird
doddery thing he does around stage
how he could garner huge audiences and whip up a frenzy in gigs
and he did so right up until he was I think 77, 78
and the story of Ozzy and Sabbath isn’t just one of a particular type of music
it’s not a linear easy story that resulted in him becoming who he was
I find actually the creation of heavy metal via Black Sabbath quite fascinating
because it was a story of what people didn’t have rather than what they did have
it was a story of not having enough
because Ozzy had spent some time in prison
he came from a very poor working-class family in Birmingham
he had quite a deprived and unpredictable upbringing
until his dad, while refusing to bail him out of prison
invested in a PA system for him so that he could sing
and via various circumstances
met Tony Iommi, Giza Butler, Bill Wharton formed a band
who were ultimately heavy blues band
very much what the British scene was doing at that point
with bands like Cream and Fleetwood Mac, the whole British blues explosion
what’s interesting about this is that their iconic sound with gigantic monolithic riffs
was created because Tony Iommi as part of an industrial accident
lost the ends of his index finger and the one next to it
which from the point of view of playing the guitar should have been
what should have ended right there
I mean how is he going to play the guitar if he hasn’t got all his fingers
he figured out how to create some rubber fingertips
so that he could still play the guitar
but because he couldn’t fill the strings underneath his fingers
he couldn’t manage some of the more intricate harder fingerings on the guitar
so he had to keep it a lot simpler
and from that was born the gargantuan riff based sound of Black Sabbath
and then Ozzy himself, I mean look as much as an icon and a genius he was
I don’t think anyone would argue that Ozzy was a great singer
he might have an extremely recognisable and often really powerful voice
but he had almost zero range
and his voice box just wasn’t huge
he didn’t have the ability to really develop his vocals
so that he could do a lot more with them
it just wasn’t ever going to happen and it didn’t
but he was clearly a front man
and so he just made it work
he took what ability he had
he took the tools that were available to him
and when combined with Iommi’s minimalism
just made a match made in heaven
that had Ozzy not been Ozzy
we wouldn’t have had Black Sabbath, we wouldn’t have had metal
they were a Beatles level match made in heaven
and so there’s a lesson there in using what you’ve got available
which is something that resonates really really heavily with me
over the last couple of years when I’ve had less available to me
which really forced me to be much more creative
and much more resourceful
and I take a real lesson from that
yeah I mean Ozzy continued to be resourceful
and so when he was fired from Sabbath
for being too much of a wild child let’s be clear
he created a solo career out of nothing
everyone I think thought he was finished
but his solo career from that point
was bigger than Sabbath ever were without him
and had a real talent for finding the right people to back him
and then constantly changing
each time he changed his guitarist and changed his backing band
he changed his style
he changed the band that he was fronting
and created album after album
and then let’s be clear they’re not all great
but some of them are insanely brilliant
particularly the early solo works
and most of them are at least solid
many of them are really really good
and that carried on right through until very recently
and via a diversion reinventing himself yet again
as a reality TV icon
although other than inviting cameras into his house
I’m not sure he needed to do much else and just be himself
which was entertainment enough
yeah I mean he reinvented TV
I mean how insane is that
again I don’t want to play down the role of Sharon and his family
in all of this but we’re talking about Ozzy here
Sharon’s still with us
so it’s a story of constant reinvention
constant restlessness
never wanting to stop
he was still wanting to record
still wanting to get out of the road right up until the last days
and it’s so inspiring
am I the hugest Ozzy Osbourne fan in terms of music?
no
they’ve always been there for me
Sabbath is obviously massively important
to the heavier end of my music taste
I like quite a lot of Sabbath
but they don’t rate massively highly for me
and never have
the same as his solo works
but it’s not about that
his legacy, his career, his music, his personality
has permeated my cultural life in one way or another
for my whole life
and yes I watch some of the Osbournes but not a lot
reality TV is not really my thing
and I found it a little bit sad if I’m honest
he never seemed very happy
it didn’t look like we were watching a happy person
so yeah he’s always been there
and I think he’s always been there for a lot of people
but if like me you still grew up with him
and although I wasn’t old enough to appreciate his time with Sabbath
he’d pretty much he was full into his solo career
by the time we got to those heady days of late 1984
he was there from day one for me
and I don’t think that can be understated
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